Have I lost my way?

Well, I have had my surgery and I am slowly getting back to working out. I can't believe how taking time off can make a simple walk feel difficult. The drive to lose weight is still in me and I know I have to continue my journey. It is just I feel like my train derailed. I know everyone has their own lifestyle change plan. I support the different options people are implementing in their life because they are on a healthier path. But what happens when the plug has been pulled so, so unexpectedly. Well, that is what has happened in my case. My plan, my support, my guidance from someone I respect so much is now gone. I believe it is because I had to stop for my medical issue. I was loyal to the framework presented. Now I am faced with developing another course of action or just quitting. Hey, I could stop and then have excuses, but that would mean I haven't learned anything in the last year. It will be hard developing what to do and my anger for the change will slowly subside. People think that I am a strong individual and I fight back to the things that happen to me in my life. I do, but I also have the emotions that some people may think are week. So, even though I have lost my way, it is only temporary. The road ahead will be the most difficult part of what is left for my journey to reach my goal.