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Tuesday, June 21, 2011

which package do I want?

This coming Monday I find out the results of my testing from last week. There are two options at this point. Malignant or benign tumors. I am hoping for the latter option. Either way, I will need surgery at some point. The wait is stressing me out. Why can't results come in sooner? Tonight's workout was intense and I was only off of my routine for one week. Boy, does that mess you up or what? I am sore all over. It makes me frustrated to know that taking two months off or more after surgery will severely hinder my progress. UGH!!! This journey definitely has it turns. I just need to stay on the road. If I fall off or stop, then my goals will not be achieved.

I guess I have to take one step at a time, one day at a time. Life can be so challenging at times. There are many people who are worse off than me and I can only hope that they have strength to deal what they need to deal with in their life.

2 comments:

  1. You are amazing. If I was burdened with what you are right now, working out would be the very last thing I'd want to do. I'm praying for you.

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  2. Thanks so much for your prayers. I find out Monday and I will post the results in the evening.

    I worked out hard this week as if it was the last week. I never thought I would say this, but I am going to miss the exercise.

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