Tomorrow is my day at the physician's office to determine what lies ahead of me medically. I relaxed this afternoon, but as I prepare for my day tomorrow, I feel my nerves rising. This better not keep me up all night! In my previous days, I would use anything that came up as an excuse not to deal with my weight. Now that this can interfere with my journey, I dislike that it will.
My oldest son is out of state while my other two boys are here at home. They are worried and I have to do my best to be strong in order not to worry them further. They mean the world to me and I want to protect them as much as I can. Mark, my husband, will be there with me tomorrow. We are thinking positive and we know that we can deal with this together.
I want to have some say about when I can have the surgery. My family, mom, friends, and trainer do not want me to postpone or delay what needs to get done. They are right and I am lucky to have support from all.
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